I’ve always wanted to realize that I’m gay falling in love with my best friend that girl that was by my side all my life and suddenly “hey i think i have feelings for her” and go down for that hill of feelings and all the drama and not just woke up one day at 9 saying yep i think i like girlscause this girl from my class is so cute and lovely.
And then I see real life teenagers strugling with their sexuality in bad ways and having such a bad time and want to slap myself cause i just love drama and at least i had it easy.
So let me hug all of you who are struggling and tell you how beautiful, lovely, caring, unbelievable smart and incredible you are. You are not who you fuck/love/like/obsses over with. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise and yeah you read it all the time from this faboulous people on the internet but it’s time for you to believe and embrace the fact that you are a faboulous butterfly too so be proud of yourself motherfucker you go
you know when you’re reading a book and someone asks you what it’s about, it’s so frustrating trying to even begin to explain what it’s about, like how do you get them to understand an entire world that you’ve submerged yourself in, the feeling it gives you when you read it, or the love you get to feel towards fictional characters???
you just have to answer with like a really lame description that would never do it justice and it sucks